YAY -_-

Ever get the feeling that you are eternally useless? Or is it just me?
My cousin just a got a really nice but fit boyfriend, and I'm happy for her don't get me wrong but it makes me feel ugly and un-loveable. Want to know the sad truth? I'm 14 and never had a boyfriend. Some might say 'Oh thats nothing I didn't get one until 19' or something, but I don't care about other people. I care about me and how for the past year I've spent most of it longing for someone to tell me I'm beautiful everyday, or randomly kiss me mid-conversation, someone to depend on if everything else fails.

Just read that and realised how stupid it sounds so I apologize.

S x

I believe in a thing called Love.

This one is inspired by "I believe in a thing called Love"  by The Darkness. Check it out, its a truly awesome song. Love has always puzzled me. It has so many different forms, old, new, family, friend, different-sex, same-sex. It can manifest itself anywhere and at any time. What surprises me most is that it changes everyone, once you fall in love, life is never the same. I know you're thinking this sounds like the speech at the beginning of Love Actually. But the thing I love about love, is that it can never be denied, yes in the words you speak, or the thoughts of your mind, but in your heart it can never be reasoned with, like an unstoppable force, but an amazing life completing one.

So this is me, signing off on something I have almost no experience with...but I will. And honestly...

...I can't wait.

Hi again,

Hi again,

I have suddenly become obsessed with Green Day. I know a few years ago everyone was head over heels for them, but I was 9, so I wasn't. But now someone lent me a copy of their album and I am LOVING it. I guess I'm going through my Green Day phase a little later than them.

Well.
Bye :D