Ever get the feeling that you are eternally useless? Or is it just me?
My cousin just a got a really nice but fit boyfriend, and I'm happy for her don't get me wrong but it makes me feel ugly and un-loveable. Want to know the sad truth? I'm 14 and never had a boyfriend. Some might say 'Oh thats nothing I didn't get one until 19' or something, but I don't care about other people. I care about me and how for the past year I've spent most of it longing for someone to tell me I'm beautiful everyday, or randomly kiss me mid-conversation, someone to depend on if everything else fails.
Just read that and realised how stupid it sounds so I apologize.
S x
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