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I just tried to write a blog about emotions, read it through and then deleted the entire thing. I realised that at the moment the only emotion I feel is disappointment. I didn't get dumped (like I had a relationship in the first place), I didn't get let down by anyone, I'm really just disappointed in myself. I've had three weeks of holidays and out of the 7 things I had to do, I've done the 2 easiest ones. I just feel like what I do won't amount to anything, or it won't pay off and because of that my brain immediately goes: Not doing it then. I'm going to try and get over this horrible habit but I don't know how. I've tried making timetables but that doesn't seem to work because I can't really stick to them. I've had days before where I get up and do everything and I'm generally really productive but, as of late, it just feels that those kinds of days (one of the best kind) are coming around a lot less often.


STOP IT!
Is that my brain again?
Stop wallowing in self pity and go and DO SOMETHING
I guess I should go swimming... I haven't been in ages. Oh dear, another thing I failed at...*eyes start watering*
Stop it already! Tomorrow, you know what you are going to do?
*sniff* What?
You're going to go to school. Do as much work as possible and get back on track.
I guess I could do that...
No. You're going to do it, and you're going to do it as soon as you can. Okay?
Hmm... okay, I'll try.
Good, now stop sniffling *hands tissue*


...Okay I'm going to stop there before I truly descend into insanity and try to collect a tissue from my brain... not sure how that would work....
10 seconds later
I just ended up hitting myself... nice one.
So the morales of the story are:
1. Be productive
2. Don't try to touch your own brain (or anyone else's for that matter)


Sarah xx